my imperfect family.

"Love is a net that catches hearts like a fish."

Does anyone there knows how its feel when your most beloved father scold you like he didn't even treat you as his daughter? blogging while crying. I thought I won't do this forever after everything had settle months ago. And too bad, there is always problems around me that won't get solved.

I don't mind blog it out or even say it out LOUD AND CLEAR that my dad had changed since 2 years ago. And it's such a super bad things that I did realised it by myself. Before he changed, everything is like so wonderful so perfect for me. When I know friends around me doesn't have a perfect family like me, I will always think that my dad is not the same as theirs. When I'm still young, mummy and daddy will always hold theirs hand, laugh, smile at each others no matter what. But things changed after my dad came out to work few years ago. It's not ashamed to admit that I'm living in a imperfect family now. It's not only I know about this, even wenqi who didn't even give a damn to this family also think that we're in such a situation now. Nobody will knows how it feels when your perfect family just "BOMB" and then only left with a father, a mother and a sister just like that.

I'm in a daddy so called "good-daddy" situation for almost 2 years. Yeah, and it's just like my dad went oversea, left me alone at home without anything. Only dinner time can meet dad for awhile, sometimes even can't due to his so called meeting and go out for pub and china girls. Out for whole day also didn't even ask about anything. Study like hell and say I'm just doing my part without any concern. Hey, this my beloved dad. I'm still doing my part till today.

What makes you think so that you deserve my respect after you treat me this way? Bought a phone, help you to get a contract, throw me alone at home, help you to transfer your contacts, you went for pool, starvation at home, find you, not in the mood to leave so early, mcd back home with sis, you reached home, without 1 word and started to scold and ask why I'm not helping you about the contact things? You didn't even ask about why I'm eating mcd instead of waiting for you, you didn't even care why I'm that unusually not talking and laughing, and you just scolded me without even look at how many contacts had help you to key in. Hey, I did told you that I don't know which should I put in. A full contact list with more than 100 plus numbers, with lots of same names but different numbers, some with 2 or more 8 digits number with 7 numbers are the same and 1 not. So what number should I key in? What names should I use? I don't even know your friends. And I swear I did key in more than 30 to 40 contact within 2 hours. AND YOU DARE TO SCOLD ME THAT WAY.

Want me to apologise? Too bad, the first time I won't do that to you. The first time I think that what I did was correct and you're wrong. What makes you think that your brother have the rights to push me? To scold me? Hey, I didn't even do anything wrong. You drunk and you think you can did that you me? You're just my uncle, a failure uncle that don't even gain any respect in the family. Not to be rude, but this is what everyone saying. Truth doesn't lies. And I won't be respecting anyone of this uncle's family all after this, your son, your daughter? get out from me, I won't be helping anything.

I hate the way you use that mouth that lips that always say you love, you care to those china girls and after that say it to me. That's seriously disgusting. You're the 1 who make this family become like this and you don't let me say it in front of you? Face the facts that you already did it!

MEICHYI.