love the way you smiled

Fact: You start to get hurt the moment you begin to care.

Arr..tmr the last day in school for this year..and i don't know will i come back next year anot..haiii..so this should be the last day for me to meet some of my friends..last time i think i will cry..but now, i don't think i will..cause if we're really good friends no matter where we go where we are..we will still keep in touch..this is what i learn when i reached Singapore..so aishah and nazurah..your friends treat you vvv well..they wont forget you..

actually i realised i spent my time in school quite fully this few days..is it because I'm going to take N's soon?? hahhas..yea..i stay in library after school every Monday and Thursday..so cool..and I'm studying when i can..hahas..

LOL..so actually there will be only 8 more days to stay in school and involving 4 days of N's..

arr..should i perm my hair or reborn my hair le??haiyoo..seriously, it makes me headache..==LOL..shall see den..

meichyi~

to koi again..

"if you truely love someone you forgive the unforgiveable".

1 more week to N's..wow..so stress sia..

went to bugis again ytd cause wenqi wanna drink koi..den in de end saw crystal there..so ngam..hahas..drink my favourite black tea..should add honey..cause it taste bitter..cause daddy and mummy went to KL on sat and will be back on mon..haiii//tmr need to go school by cab again..so damn expensive and i cannot sleep later..oya..back to topic..went there to look for my pasta..in de end..i cant find it..so too bad..have to go back to sunway and eat..==arrr..back to topic again..saw crystal there..buy koi too wait for koi together and after that me and my sis went shopping and she went to find hc after she bought de drink..

and hey, this mine..but nothing inside cause everything was in my stomach..

went iluma and walk walk since we were there already..but in the end went to bugis junction and shop..bought a pair of new shoes and a bag..whoohuu..not that exp so not that happy actually..*so evil* okay..finished mummy's money and part of my pocket money for next week..have to drink bubbletea everyday alr..

see my sis..cant even put down de drinks when we are taking photo..==

so in de end..i take my photo, she drink her bubbletea..

ate pastamania since i cant find my pasta dont know what..and HSH after that..

wanted to study my physic chemistry and history actually..but my history was at aishah house and i cant even concentrate on my physic and chem..so in de end..i will finish my sciences by today..hahas..tmr will be full day hist!

meichyi~

happy 16th to nazurah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Happy 16th to Nazurah!

ytd was a vvv tired day..Hahas..but enjoyed it..wanted to update on ytd actually, but in de end..reached home, rest on awhile and sleep le..so update now..

after school..went to jp to prepare and to take nazurah's cake that made by aishah..hahas..handmade cake by aishah was vvv nice..hahas..but de look..actually vvv nice..^^so dont paiseh already..after that met wanli at school and went to somewhere near naz hse there to celebrate her birthday at HDB there..play water bomb..aishah cannot stop holding de DSLR..hahas..so funny and she called me to take a pic of her holding it..==..so funny..

DSLR by aishah.

after our own small party, we went to fico and find nazurah friends..so weird and thanks that her friends treat us pizza??LOL..take some pic..but look weird cause we play whole day already..kinda tired for me..==

wanli and me!

hahas..it's hard to capture my pic..^^

just ignore de behind 1!

after de treating thing, we went to jp and naz back home herself..LOL..like vvv bad like that..but nvm la..on the way back to de bus stop..wow..we started to play under de rain..pushing aishah to de rain was fun..and back to jp..walk with wanli while waiting for her mum to reached..and HSH..

tiring day..but mummy don't know why suddenly wanna watch movie..LOL..icant stop laughing when i ask my mum, what she wanna watch and she speak english..LOL..we watched legend of the fist..not bad..kinda violent..so reached home around 10.30 and sleep..OMG..i didn't study de whole day again..==

happy but tired..!

meichyi!

seriously fu*k

FML..

i hate it..seriously..i hate ppl telling me what i did was wrong when i know it's totally correct..please you didn't even look at what you did and started to comment on what i did..please la..grow up can..i hat this kind of shit that you are doing..

early in the morning wake up..all my things was not in the place there are suppose to be found in..i'd been saying it for period..please i don't wanna say the same things again and again..went to school..thought ni can find some happiness there..then, nothing makes me happier..so nvm..cause is not their fault..so reached home..think that i can rest finally..then noticed what my mum do to my com..please la..i tried locked my com i try to change password..but noticed it's too over to treat this to my mum..open it again..but she always anyhow use and anyhow press, all my things gone..anything everything she also can press..WTF..what can i do sia..i hate this seriously shit..in the school..how can junior be that rude sia..seriously, this year sec1 really cmi..there really dont have any respect to senior..

the only thing that I'm happy with is that..1 day ended..hope to have a better day tmr..and everything will be okay..I'm sick of staying in this situation..can i move??sometimes i really feel that going oversea with aishah next year..yea...out of Singapore and Malaysia..will it be nice??i hope so.

tell me a place that i can no need to think of this kind of things again..

meichyi

2010-09-21

Spread my wings and make me fly.The taste of your honey is so sweet. ♥

OMG.. why my nuffnang didn't increase at all suddenly..please..come and support me..i still need to wait quite long to wait until i can withdraw de money out..please..

daddy went to Malaysia for 1 night..arr..i feel like going back too..hey, de actual calculation is 7 more normal school days and 4 more exam days. and I'm free..i wanna go back to Malaysia..I'd been trying to place myself in this situation for too long..i need to rest..hahas..going back to relax..hahas..LOL..but it'll be quite boring cause wenqi will not be following..haiii..

hahas..nothing more to say,stop here lu..have to study from tmr onwards..*force by adam*he keep reminding me of studying..Arr..stress..T.T

meichyi~

love the way you smile.

Sometimes I wish that when I say "I'm OK", someone will say "No, you're not."

Back from school..hey, you're correct..it's almost 9 now==..i went to school at around 6.45 and reached home at around 8 today..more than 12 hours spending in school..made me feel like I'm going crazy soon..who can come and help me??

9 more days, 6 more days of 'N'..I'm done..hahas..totally free after that..promised myself that i will be going back to sec5 next year..so i have to work hard..vvv hard for it..and after that..i can no need to go into 4C anymore..

i'm stuck wei..i dont know what happened to everyone beside me..trying to understand them, but they always push me away..T.T kinda sad and disappointed..but from what aishah said, nobody will be beside you forever..we no need to care abt ppl that don't think for you and don't appreciate you..so i wont care abt you anymore..answering your question is what i can do to make you feel btr?

LOL..my sis are currently addicted to O2Jam..==..dont know why, and because she's using her com..and obviously i wont have any mood to stusy..LOL..how how??i don't know can i pass for my paper anot..==..hahas..

haiii..from what my friends are going thru nowadays..i realised we really have to appreciate to every chances in our life..i don't know how to explain in a better way..i have friends that just quarrel with her best friends..i have friends that just start with a relationship and at the same time or moment, i have friend that just break. different kind of things will happen in the next second..we don't know what will we meet next, so to make sure that we will not regret..please try and do your vvv best in everything..

Arr..i really need to find a person that can really go and listen to what problems I'm having now..its spoil my day badly..and i cant find a person that are free and stand neutral to everything..if you're please come and find me..i need you badly..try to push in another small prob over here and hope nobody will see it..daddy and mummy were quarreling currently..and it's really vvv irritating..why is it always I'm the 1 get shot?realised how childish they were..trying to comfort mummy..call her not to think that much and in the end what i get back was " shoo, you go away, you are the 1 who always sided your dad." haiii..what can i do next? standing there and watch you play with daddy happily?I'm really pissed off by lots of prob and please if you're my friend, i hope you can chat with me and don't let me think that much again can?

meichyi~

updated post.

We used to talk for hours and now you're impossible to make conversation with.

Wanted to post about my weekend in Malaysia..but i really don't have the mood to do so..shall change to de other day den..

that's so many things happened this few days..everything suddenly change in just few mins time..i don't know how to handle it and nobody wants to teach me..

the second round of N level still have 18 more days..so fast??but not more than 15 days i can spend with the class..but nvm i don't mind because i treat everyone the same..i treat you nicely doesn't mean that you can treat us this way..first, do you need me to teach you what's the different between rubbish bins and seats?? second, do you need me to tell you what's the different between hair and don't have any hair??okay i know is weird..but too bad..10 years ltr or less than that..you will have a blink blink head already..the class is just a sucks..is just a place for me to sit in de school..really, then i really prefer sitting in the hall, it resource or what..i dont like the class..yeah i hate it..

going to Thailand with my relative on 3 dec i think..and should be a vvv short holidays..will it be fun??i feel like calling wanli and friends to KL for a trip..will it be fun??haiyooo..i don't know la..I'm stuck, i don't know what should i do and what should i not..

spent my day with wanli and friends today..happy but tried..hahas..nothing much to say cause it's a secret..hahas..nothing much to say..so stop lohh..*press on my nuffnang please*

meichyi~

first round of 'N' *ding ding* done!!

Why am I so scared to lose you when you're not even mine?

yea..finally de first round of 'N' had ended peacefully..erm..overall i think should be okay, or not bad??i think i pray hard enough..hahas..LOL..

yea..finally start my September holidays..whoohuu..going to m'sia tmr evening after wenqi finish her lessons..so gonna meet my dearest friends and gonna miss my crazy friends too..T.T..nvm..SELAMAT HARI RAYA for malays friends..hahas..gonna play hard and study too okay..don't waste time..*i know i wont study, but have to say positive things in my blog mah* hahas..

ohya..not that pissed actually..but please..I'm glad to know you because you're my toy..i like you bully you i like to play around you or EVEN STALK YOU..so what??you can think that it's a joke for you or what...den is okay..if you can tahan the way we play on you, I don't mind taking advantages on you too..cause i don't mind to be a person that provides laughter..but is always better than a person that i treat as a clown or a buffoon..just get away form me than..*pissed in de end*==

haiii..recently nothing to post la..normal life..gonna blog things about what happen in m'sia soon then..

meichyi~

THE STICKYYY.

Let's flip a coin. Heads, you're mine. Tails, I'm yours.

back to post..and i think this would be the last post be4 'N' this month..hey..is just next week..and i'll be going back to M'sia next week straight after my papers..and actually i hope so..then i think i will be taking my papers with full of joyness..hahas..LOL..okay..admit that I'm weird..but when you know that there will be something awarding you for finish doing a thing..that's totally great..hahas..

okay..*come back* back to de blog post..hahas..I'm vvv tired of studying..arrr..irritating things..next week we will be taking our paper alr..yet i really dont have any mood in studying..haii..

ohya..my sis make a new friend..quite cool..not bad..a totally Singaporean that studying in de same school as us last time..sg is so small.hahas..went to have our lunch on wed that day..she's awesome..hahas..

hey..dont be shock of de curled hair..it's real hair..but just tempo.

after de lunch..me and my sis walked ard in jp..cause we need to pay de bill for daddy..but 7-eleven will only start the system after 3.30pm..so wait till nothing to do..we went to the skin food..haiii..I'm not rich..and i dont waste money..is all because of de sales..arrr..de salesgirl told us that buy more than $70 will give us a free gift..so in de end.....

rmb de name..arrr..not to waste money again..*i know i wont*

when to Johor last night after school..I'm so tired..yet going to M'sia make me vvv hyper..hahas..a 1 hour break for me..cause i make myself clear that whenever i go to m'sia should be my holiday..so alt just a 1 hour..but it's enough for me to rest well..

cant stop taking pictures..like never go to a city like that..LOL..

see..my sis was doing the same thing..==

mummy was busying looking at her shoes..so we are busying taking photo..

LOL..okay..stop for ytd things..erm..today..let see ar..ohya..kena bullied by Mr Lim..played badminton..he won..need to treat him pizza hut..but who'll care hahas..so in de end..ran away and rush ti cck ite to buy sticky..almost lost..but in de end..we bought it..hahas..

my sticky in packet..and de favour if not wrong is watermelon..still got lot of others weird or special favours..but i don't know is it nice or not..

and my sticky in a big big bottle..hahas..is grape 1..

anyway..not all mine..have to share with my sis..==...arr..but de sticky is not bad..

"The hand-made candy making process is fascinating to watch, and, when mastered by a skilled confectioner, can lead to beautiful and highly intricate designs.Our confectioners are some of the most experienced, well trained and professional candy makers working anywhere in the world today. A special combination of craftsman, entertainer, labourer, sculptor and chef.We are proud of what we create, and the entire process is on show. A sensual delight and fascinating exhibition of skill, watching lollies being made is the only way to truly appreciate what we do."- the sticky.

cool..hahas..end here..meichyi~