2010- Seriously tired year.

Even teddy bears know how to care for girls.

Hey, it's the last day of 2010 finally! But it doesn't makes me feel good and look forward for 2011. T.T what a saddening one.

Gonna do some summary of my 2010 *obvious if I still rmb it, Haiii, due to getting old*

Erm, from what I still rmb, January is like vvv normal. Nothing special, was vv close to all my friends. Till Feb, is like starting to quarrel with some of my friends. And obvious everything was settled now. March was the same, boring ppl like me wont have any special things to do. Erm, so everything is like so smooth and normal until June!! My sister came to Singapore and stay with me, gonna share everything with her err and started to quarrel easily. Sob* bullying happened. July my Birthday was a normal 1. Aiyar, everything is normal. =.= But something just changed during August. Erm, not going to say much of it. But it's a scary one. OMG. And N's started, results was out in December. Going for sec5 next year. Holiday in Malaysia, everything was fine! So ended! See!! Conclusion is that everything was normal, I dont find a point of me to write this. LOL, but seriously, I learnt alot this year and going. I learnt to care for others! Yupps, it's like something that I had been doing for years. But silly Adam wants me to learn how to comfort ppl. Seriously I'm sucks in it! ROAR. Just try den. And yea, btw thanks Adam for dedicating a blog post for me. XD loves.

PS: "It’s cold.

And nothing that hangs in my closet is as warm as arms being wrapped around me."

Meichyi~

just a small update.

The Dolomites, Italy

If a guy treats you as his friend then he gives you a hi 5. If you are his bestfriend, he puts his arm around your back. If you're his crush, he hugs you. But if he loves you, he does all of this things and kisses you :)

Hello, blog readers! I'm back to update this small little blog again, HOHOHO. Recently are more interested in using my Sercetdiary, it's a iPhone application that support you in writing things that happened in your iPhone immediately, so I no need to rmb what I have to post tonight. LOL, admit that I'm just a lazy pig. *shy. But the application is seriously nice cause it's also a protected diary, you'll need a password to get into it and it don't have any words limit, so just fill-it-up with everything that happened. Oops, don't try to get into it, cause I'm not going to say the passwords!!! HOHOHO.

LOL, I feel so useless. Every time when i look at our picture, it reminds me of the spaces between our fingers that fit perfectly for each other. It reminds me of how cute you are when you laugh. It reminds me of how i still love you no matter how silly you are. It reminds me of the first time when you kissed my forehead and say " things gonna be just fine". And you know what? I love you so much.

Seriously, I need someone to rely on. So that to make sure I wont jump into the same person over and over again. I just cannot get over you, WTF. My heart just hurts. I'm actually letting you go. You can only push a girl away for so long until she walks out of your life on her own. So be careful and make sure this is what you want, because once she turns around, she isn’t coming back.

PS: It doesn't matter if the guy is perfect or the girl is perfect as long as THEY are PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER :)

Meichyi~

the love towards you will never ends.

Golden Horn — Bol, Island Brač, Croatia

"CLOSENESS is the tendency that we fall in love to SOMEBODY..
This was based on reality that even FRIENDS turn to LOVERS
UNEXPECTEDLY ♥ "

Hey yo! Not going to post anything about my sister Birthday, cause you know la, a 20 years old girl, wont celebrate birthday with family. HOHOHO, just a normal lunch and had fun all around Vivo again yesterday. Btw HappyBirthday la!

School gonna reopen liao, like seriously fast wei! I wanna have my holidays back la. Changed principal liao, everything changed. Late day will be at Monday, Rev-up at Wednesday. 5B next year. But I love the letter C. Haiii.

Erm, actually nothing special to post de, lots to say but nothing to post about, weird? yea! I'm always~ HAHAHS.

PS: It's easy to fall in love but it's not easy to fall out of love.

PPS: Oh, God.
Why did you have to make this so complicated?

Meichyi~

Outing with Vickey and friends!

Ljubojno, Macedonia

"True Love burns the brightest, But the brightest flames leave the deepest scars."

Hello, people of the world, I'm back to post in a super good normal mood liao, thanks all my dearest friends that really help alot! Love never ends. Hahahaha, Okay, back to post!

Hahhas, gonna dedicate a post for her lo. Erm, not dedicate but is gonna post what I did with her whole day! Hahahas, know her since form 1, a super pretty friend of mine that once my bestfriend, friend, hello-bye friend, enemy, and now! She's back to my bestfriend again. Haiyo, know la, every kids will have such funny memories of disliking your friend, but once you grow up, you will realized she's the 1 that helps you in learning to be a better person. DATA~ My bestfriend - VickeyChen!

LOL, wake up super early to get ready and meet her at Vivo. But before that, I went Clementi to buy her KOI. LOL, super weida, I went there queue by my own eh, and continue the journey to Vivo and met her and 1 of her friend that follow her to Singapore too. Hahahas.

Oops, just a photo before I went out this morning.

Went to Clarke Quey and get her sticky, LOL. bought standard card for them Hahahas, is like long time didnt touch on it liao, totally forgot how to use. LOL. We are like tourists! LOL, took some pictures but all was is her DSLR not with me T.T

So, show 1 LOL.



Sticky-making. So cool!


LOL, I saw mirror!


OMG, those sticky are all lying there addicted sia!!


And she bought super many for her friends.

Back to Vivo for lunch. So in the end, after discussion went to The Bosses, LOL!



THE SUPER HEAVY MENU!

HOHOHO, okay. Seriously I look super ugly beside her T.T

After the lunch, we went shopping around, bought everything that they wanna buy and wait for their bus back to KL, LOL. Super tired but I met them, makes me feel better and LOL, FUN! After that HSH.

So, after a day of fun, I realized okay that's rude but what I wanna say is that "The one who wants me, I doesn't want. The one who I want, doesn't want me. " Haiiii. And people say, "A picture is worth a thousand words." But when I saw yours, I was speechless.

PS: Hates when you love someone so much but they don't even notice you do.
PPS: Love is the reason why you got that smile on your face,

but there is no guarantee that it won't come with tears.

Meichyi~

Merry Christmas!

Munich street, Germany.

Some people are meant to fall in love with each other but not meant to be together :(

Okay, I'm back from Malaysia. So many things happened that I really feel like posting but I don't wanna let anyone to know about it. Hell, what happened to me? But seriously it's meaningless to write things that you really wanna write down but you cannot let anyone to know. Argh, seriously sick of you WTF. Damn secret! I'm going to write it out today !?!

Sometimes, you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile, you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours. Seriously, I hate to say so, but it's the fact! In every girl who looks so happy with all those smiles and laughter, there's this guy who made her so good in pretending. I had been like smiling for so many days, weeks, months and whatever! What a awesome guy that makes me feel like this. SIAO. So, stop asking who's that guy, cause if you know me well, you should know it. If not, den just don't ask!

Since AUGUST! August till now, end of December! Smiling but close to tears is always what I'd felt. Tired but what can I do? I assume that it's just what you have been doing for years, so you were used to it, but I'm not. People always tell me the different things and made me think that there's something wrong between us! And not only me, everyone feels the same too. But one day, noticed actually there's just a big, nope a huge river between us, everything changed! Changed to something that I don't wanna be. Yea, we're back to normal, friends or even just a hello-bye friend. That's seriously sucks. It's exactly the same as what people always say, the feelings of being fall from the heaven to hell. ARGHHHH!

It's Christmas night, and I'm writing such post. Sorry about it, due to going back to Malaysia, it'd delayed to date for me to post it. So I have to post it with my Christmas post! So MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE OF THE WORLD! I'd spent my Christmas eve well I think. But at least I get to drink? Something that I cannot do in Singapore with my family members. Thanks Adam for it.

Holidays is normal, met my darlingg mun a night that actually I almost told her everything that I had been thinking of, she helps alot seriously what great bestfriend. And she did well. I'd released almost all of my stress-ness and get back to what I'm exactly right after I saw her that night. Calling make sense, but looking at her makes me feel that I can be such a good friend of someone too, gonna work hard for it.

Nothing special to post about actually, I don't wanna say much. Enjoy, merry Christmas again.

PS: I ♥ my fake smile. But it's tiring to do so.

PPS: I love you and I will never let you go.
words I that I still want to hear from him…

Meichyi~

Results taking day!

Karlovy Vary, Czech Republic

"Without hands, you cannot hold. Without lips, you cant be told. Without eyes, you cannot see. Without you, there is no me."

Okay, blog readers, I'm here to post about my results!!! Finally right? Cause I just get it today, in a super duper nervous mood. But seriously, I'm shocked by my results too. I'd been thinking or even thought that I will at least get 4 A's for my N's. Not to brag, but from my prelims, I really thought that I can make it this time. But too bad, everything just doesn't go by what I'd been thinking of. So, my results are

English - Grade 4

Mathematics - Grade2

Sciences - Grade3

Humanities - Grade4

POA - Grade2

Chinese - Grade2

EMB3 - 13

So, stop asking for my results, I'm SERIOUSLY sick of it. Please la, respect awhile, I'd been trying to think of the positive side that at least I pass my English and not a vvv bad grade and I made it to sec5. So just pray hard that I can at least get a better results for my O's next year.

Haiiii, everything is like so dark for me today. But, daddy bought me a IPhone4 which he promised that he will only buy for me if I get at least 4 A's. So, okay. Be frank, he's seriously biased towards me. HOHOHO, so now currently waiting for the itunes to be done, so I'm here to just blog.

Oh, finally saw Crystal and Aishah which like didnt meet for 2 months liao. Had KOI be4 taking results. So after I get my results I'm hungry, cause is like whole day didnt even take in anything.

I'm going to Malaysia tomorrow at night, so I really dont know when I will be updating my blog again, so please press on my nuffnang if you walk pass kay?

PS: I like you as a friend. You’re my bestfriend after all. But the beating of my heart when you’re around says something else.

PPS: Second chances doesn’t always means a happy ending. Sometimes it’s just another shot to end things right.

Meichyi~

updated post!

Procida island, Italy

"REPUBLIC ACT No. 117"

my HEART was stolen ..
my LIFE was taken ..
I’m a VICTIM OF LOVE and you are GUILTY !!
so you are hereby SENTENCED to LOVE ME FOREVER :))

Hey, I'm back to post after a full day shopping with my sis. Super tired, But we bought lots of things. Get everything prepared at around 12 and off we go Clarke Quay to get Adam and Evonne's sticky and Bugis. Pastamania as breakfast, or is it lunch? And KOI as teatime. When here and there walking non-stop and finally back to JP at around 5.30. Sat a Coffee Bean for my dad to reach and to Lim Chu Kang for dinner with cousins. And HSH.

Okay, there are still less than 15 hours and I will have to take my results back. OMG, seriously it's so scary that I just cannot even breathe when I passed WWSS just now.

Even when you find another love Who makes you smile Don’t forget about those happy precious times with you and I. No matter how it hurts I’m glad I was with you I pick up the broken pieces and say Goodbye…

PS: Do you miss me? Do you think about me?
Because i do.

Meichyi~

Short update.

London's night.

Okay, I'm here just for a short short post again. I'm stuck in this sentence since like 1pm until now. Uploaded photo, I went watched videos, chat with friends, Twitter and even facebook. I'd totally forgotten that I'm still blogging halfway. Sounds so bad. HAHHAHAS

Argh, lot of things happened this few days. But nothing much to update. My blog is like going to close soon, lesser and lesser people visiting this blog. Hey, isn't it a good thing? Erm, which means I can blog anything I want soon. HOHOHO, but there's still people coming. LOL. So, please if you come, just press on that stupid nuffnang that stop increasing amount can? THANKS!

Okay, seriously I dont have the mood to continue anything. Will update tomorrow after the sticky collection and shopping with my sister be4 the results taking day! ARGH, pang *die*

PS: "maybe, just maybe, if I wish hard enough we could go back in time and try again.

We could make all the wrongs right and maybe we would be together.

Just maybe!"

Meichyi~

need your hug badly.

Autumn Leaves in Paris

If i had to choose between breathing and loving you, I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU :D


LOL, now only noticed that I haven even blog today. So shall just update a little bit here. OMG, I think I seriously having mood swing today. I get a latest news today about 1 of my bestfriend. And it's seriously irritating when 1 of your friend trying to spoil the friendship between you and your bestfriend. It's not the first time I'm in this situation. But I always jump into it and get angry and disappointed, and the most saddening thing is that I cant get myself put of it. Stupid me. But things happened, I get hurt, sad and even angry sometimes. But I always get something nice, sweet and happy too. Chat with YongJie this afternoon, a heart2heart talk makes me get well and shocked too. He's the 1 that came and find me and tried to comfort me. So sweet right? Actually know him for 5 years. But im close to him like only when I'm form 4 and it's just January till March. But anyway, he's one of my friends for 5 years, once in my clique for 3 months, and now my heart2heart friend. It's nice.

PS: LOVE me for a reason . let the REASON be LOVE :)

Meichyi~

updated post.

Christmas time in Copenhagen, Denmark.

"One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else."

Okay, 4 more days to go. What if I fail to go for sec5? OMG, I really dont know what to do if I really fail, ITE? Erm, or die?

Okay, alot of things happened within this holidays. Will be going to Malaysia again this Saturday with my sis. LOL, how many times do I need to go Malaysia and back arr? Is like wasting my money buying tickets sia.

PS: Why am I afraid to lose you… when you’re not even mine?

Meichyi~

Europe ♥

Lake Bled, Slovenia

Love ain't a big thing, it's a million little small things.


Hey, here to have a short update. I cant remember, did I say be4 that my sis and I are going to Europe countries to have a few weeks trip when I'm 20 or plus? Hey, is that true? I also dont know. Just a small little dream or wish, hope that it'll happens. LOL. But seriously, Europe is such a beautiful place to have a look at it. ♥

LOL see, like what I said. It's only a short post, heading out to JP and meet my mummy and sis with KOI. Shall update soon.

PS: “Because my love for you is more than what you deserve.”

So, just take it.

Meichyi~

Whoohuu!!

Charles Bridge. Prague.

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.

Nothing much to post today, a normal Sunday.

But it's super tiring, slept at around 2-3 I cant really remember, and woke at 7.30am. Get prepared and went for breakfast with my family at JE. After breakfast, accompanied my dad and wenqi to visit a dentist somewhere around JE too. The service there super poor sia. Had an appointment at 9.30am, but in the end, the nurse there don't know what problem and anyhow change another dentist for us. Okay, it's not my problems, so I don't really care about it. But there's a aunty, super annoying one. She keep nag and nag and nag NON-STOP. And what's wrong with her? So where we stay is important for her to get prepare and go for a dental service is it? -__________-

Oops, and I cut my fringe myself today. HOHOHO *proud*

PS: When it comes to love, don’t ever say you “MIGHT”, because eventually you “WILL”.

Meichyi~

2010-12-12

Augustus Gardens, Isle of Capri, Italy.

“I wish we never met, I wish you didn’t make me fall so hard for you, I wish you didn’t ask me out, I wish you didn’t start a conversation with me, I wish we’re strangers, I wish I can’t remember anything about you, I wish I didn’t know your name. I wish both of us never exist in each other’s lives.” — Farah Sudiryono

Meichyi~

blog updated!

A DOCTOR can save my life. A LAWYER can defend my life. A SOLDIER can give me a peaceful life. But only you can give me a MEANINGFUL LIFE.

Hey yo, I'm back from my holidays in Malaysia. Thought that I would get to sleep earlier in Malaysia and will not be feeling tired anymore. But in the end, things doesn't works as what I wanted it to. T.T Oh hell, I'm still super tired. Cousins are always so friendly to me, and I almost finished all chocolates that I bought for them. *So bad sia, but I returned them some* LOL.

Nothing much happened for the past few days, was chatting with cousins every time we gather. And now I wonder, why are the so many things that we can chat about. LOL, never mind they are super cute for me. After recalled, most of time was with Adam. If not, I was sleeping all the way. So nothing much happened. Watched the movie Rapunzel, can't even rmb anything, cause seriously I'm too tired.

PS: Closeness is the tendency that we fall and love somebody,

this is based on the reality that friends turn into lovers unexpectedly?

等不到天黑, 烟火不会太完美.

Meichyi~

Hello, people of the world!

Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.

Okay, sorry that I said I'm going to Malaysia on yesterday post. Slept at around 3am yesterday, chatting non-stop with my sis and finally I told her almost everything that happened for the past 4 months. LOL, she was totally hyper and questioned me lots of questions and blame me for didn't update with her what had happened. LOL, funny person. Cannot even wake up this morning, so I only get to know that daddy wanted to go Malaysia tomorrow not today when I woke up at 12pm. LOL, which is the time my sis reached home after her lessons.

Well, everything looks so normal, so usual. But you changed. You promised not to lie, not to have any secret within us. Then what happens when you don't even give a damn on me?

LOL, the picture is so cute right? Given by AdamAng. Aww, was so energetic after looking at it. She's so cute~ * gonna die soon* HAHAHAS.

PS: Die of heart attack because you look at me!
PPS: You treat me like I'm just a substitute. Why not just say I'm just a nothing for you.

Meichyi~

happy ending.

Life, is not the amount of breath you take.It's the moments, that take your breath away.

Hello bloggy.Hmm, the last post before I go Malaysia tmr I think, please continue to press my nuffyyy can??

Oh hell, something happened just now that I cant tahan anymore, and just LAUGH in the lift. And everyone was looking at me. Okay, start from my sis and I dropped off from the bus stop outside my house. We were chatting non stop while almost 10 ppl following behind us that i didn't even noticed until i reached the door of the lift. So, i rush to the lift and pressed the button "15" and move to the end of the lift. So, after that, followed by 6 ppl, everybody is like trying to squeeze in. Den, 1 of the man inside the lift is like shouting and said " hey, third storey, faster come in." And the lift started to " Peep, peep" But like nobody heard. So the lift continue to works and when they reached third storey, the lift opened and said " OVERLOADED, THE LAST PERSON, PLEASE GET OUT!" LOL, I cant stop laughing cause they didn't heard and still came in, and now, the lift get angry liao. HAHAHAS, and after that, my sis and I laugh like mad and the guy that stay at 5th also smile. hahhas, super funny.

LOL, seriously, I'm still laughing when I'm typing the story. HAHAHHAS, okay la, gonna stop here.

Meichyi~

BII BOO~♥

I like to send chain messages to friends, not to irritate them but to tell them they are awesome and loved :)

Wanted to blog, but my mom is like keep walking here and there like there is nothing better to do compare with looking at me - blogging.

N's level results will be coming out at 17 December, if not wrong. I saw it from facebook, ppl's comment. Which means school seriously gonna reopen soon, is like so fast? my 3 months holiday ended. Went I'm having holidays all my friends were like busying with their SPM's preparation. And when my school gonna reopen, everyone was like preparing for their holidays, why Malaysia and Singapore MOE works in different ways? T.T

And IMY so much.♥

PS: I wanna hold your hand, and waste my Friday night with you.

Meichyi~

IMY♥

For girls, its easy to fake a smile. But to pretend like they don't care about you at all, its quite impossible.

Feel like posting everything in my mind. But Blog is like too public. And ppl like to gossip, so I shall just keep it to myself again. HAHAHAHS.

PS: oh hell, I miss you so much that I think I'm seriously sick.

Meichyi~

ohh, my pastamania

Never take advantage of her because you never know when you're going to lose the only girl that knows you best.

LOL, I'm back to post. School reopening soon! OMG, that's scary.

My aunt asked, am I going back to Malaysia during this holidays anot, she wanna ask me to go along with her to Genting, like so random. But not bad la, at least is like I still have some trips so go. Ermm, but I hope wenqi will be following, if not I will have nothing to do liao.

Mummy follows daddy to Johor today, to visit don't know which site of daddy's. So left my sis and I at home, LOL. Went to Pastamania at CCK and back home for my sis IBM thing. Such a boring day. Yesterday went to Sim Lim Square to buy anti-virus and my dad new phone's memory cards. Met a seriously annoying promoter that wants my sis to format her lappy. Wth, and when my sis says no, he go and tells all others promoters that why my sis don't wanna format and he's like don't wanna help anymore, such a weirdo.

Nothing much to post about today. stop here den.

ohya, I saw this sentence on 1 of my friends fb status, it's so cool. "Shine a light on her if anybody sees her !" his girlfriend lost. T.T

PS: I hate when the only person I could tell my problems to,

becomes the person my problems are about.

*and yup, I mean it.*

Meichyi~

2010-12-04

In life, I meet over 2 million people. Out of that 2 million your the only one that is special to me ♥

and yes.. it’s true. :)

Hello, anyone out there still interested in my blog? LOL, mu nuffnang told me that my visitors are getting lesser and lesser. T.T

Actually nothing to post much, just to update my blog. So stop here.

Meichyi~

Bii Boo~

"Just take my hand.

FALL IN LOVE WITH ME AGAIN.

Let’s runaway to the place where LOVE first found us ♥ "

Oops, seriously addicted in blogging I think. Is like the best thing to do when I'm bored. Erm, other than that, I'm addicted in chatting with my panda!! Hahahas, she's super funny and cute. Whuuu, why she's not by my side? Den I no need to care about people around us that will look at those things that we wrote, and I can just say whatever I want. LOL, seriously she give a the same feeling as Adam, hahhas, the people that I can say whatever I want. LOL, Hugggssss.

It's no longer Facebook anymore. It's cartoon network or even Disney channel. Everyone is uploading those cartoon characters' picture as their profile picture. Hahahas, it's hard to find people by using those cartoon character now. -____________-

Okay, I get stalked by a person recently. I don't know he/she will read this anot? But I'm not being rude. But he/she's making my world worst. Haiiii, not to say much, it'd spoiled my mood.

Ohya, addicted in this song, by JJ Lin. It's so nice. Okay, be4 listening to this song, GET THE POINT. ( Hell, it's so difficult to explain what a song wanted to say. And I did tried to explain it to AdamAng, but he don't get it. ) But it's a vvv meaningful song, just listen to it.

Nothing much to post already, so stop.

Meichyi~

"I just want to show you; she don't even know you..she's NEVER gonna love you like I want too."

my imperfect family.

"Love is a net that catches hearts like a fish."

Does anyone there knows how its feel when your most beloved father scold you like he didn't even treat you as his daughter? blogging while crying. I thought I won't do this forever after everything had settle months ago. And too bad, there is always problems around me that won't get solved.

I don't mind blog it out or even say it out LOUD AND CLEAR that my dad had changed since 2 years ago. And it's such a super bad things that I did realised it by myself. Before he changed, everything is like so wonderful so perfect for me. When I know friends around me doesn't have a perfect family like me, I will always think that my dad is not the same as theirs. When I'm still young, mummy and daddy will always hold theirs hand, laugh, smile at each others no matter what. But things changed after my dad came out to work few years ago. It's not ashamed to admit that I'm living in a imperfect family now. It's not only I know about this, even wenqi who didn't even give a damn to this family also think that we're in such a situation now. Nobody will knows how it feels when your perfect family just "BOMB" and then only left with a father, a mother and a sister just like that.

I'm in a daddy so called "good-daddy" situation for almost 2 years. Yeah, and it's just like my dad went oversea, left me alone at home without anything. Only dinner time can meet dad for awhile, sometimes even can't due to his so called meeting and go out for pub and china girls. Out for whole day also didn't even ask about anything. Study like hell and say I'm just doing my part without any concern. Hey, this my beloved dad. I'm still doing my part till today.

What makes you think so that you deserve my respect after you treat me this way? Bought a phone, help you to get a contract, throw me alone at home, help you to transfer your contacts, you went for pool, starvation at home, find you, not in the mood to leave so early, mcd back home with sis, you reached home, without 1 word and started to scold and ask why I'm not helping you about the contact things? You didn't even ask about why I'm eating mcd instead of waiting for you, you didn't even care why I'm that unusually not talking and laughing, and you just scolded me without even look at how many contacts had help you to key in. Hey, I did told you that I don't know which should I put in. A full contact list with more than 100 plus numbers, with lots of same names but different numbers, some with 2 or more 8 digits number with 7 numbers are the same and 1 not. So what number should I key in? What names should I use? I don't even know your friends. And I swear I did key in more than 30 to 40 contact within 2 hours. AND YOU DARE TO SCOLD ME THAT WAY.

Want me to apologise? Too bad, the first time I won't do that to you. The first time I think that what I did was correct and you're wrong. What makes you think that your brother have the rights to push me? To scold me? Hey, I didn't even do anything wrong. You drunk and you think you can did that you me? You're just my uncle, a failure uncle that don't even gain any respect in the family. Not to be rude, but this is what everyone saying. Truth doesn't lies. And I won't be respecting anyone of this uncle's family all after this, your son, your daughter? get out from me, I won't be helping anything.

I hate the way you use that mouth that lips that always say you love, you care to those china girls and after that say it to me. That's seriously disgusting. You're the 1 who make this family become like this and you don't let me say it in front of you? Face the facts that you already did it!

MEICHYI.

Daddy's phone.

But at the end of the day, the only one I wanna talk to is you...♥

Arrr. Daddy bought a new handphone, and he promised me earlier that says he will buy me my Iphone first. T.T *cry* Haiii, nvm la. Let him get his Nokia N8 first, so that when I wanna buy a Iphone he will get it for me. Tahan for 2 more weeks, and he will buy me a Iphone without quarreling. HOHOHO, does it sounds nice? YEAH! Darlingg mun's phone had just kena stolen today by don't know which stupid fellow! People are all having papers in the exam rooms and why are there still people walking around outside their classrooms? Luckily mun is going to get a Iphone soon, if not seriously, I will cry with her.

Oh, Twitter and Facebook are currently flooded. Hahahas, love the way chatting with my darlingg in public places, cause she will get addicted cause to reply all my stupid msges. HAHHAS, funny panda. My sis recently addicted in going out with her uni friends. And my mummy recently addicted in going out everyday for no reason. HELL, I'm addicted in what? IDK, so in the end, I always stone in my room ans in front of the comp. LOL -_________- pity me.

1 month earlier, I miss school alot. NOW? Hell, can school don't reopen so fast? I now only started to enjoy. T.T

PS: Getting closer to smile, but I'm still in the border line of tears.

meichyi~

second post.

You know you've got it real bad when you see a picture of two people holding each other, and you can almost feel his arms around you...and your heart aches when you remember that you can't have any of it.

Okay, the second post for today. Going to post it as fast as possible before my friends come and find me after their rest. Hell, not going to say much but seriously I don't understand why guys must be that flirt? must be the hard to understand? must be that act cool? must be that whatsoever that makes girls so headache in wondering what you guys wanted to say or wanted to do. I felt so useless to see my bestfriend admit herself as a bitch cause of things happened to her and I cannot even do anything. WHY CAN'T YOU PPL JUST SAY IT OUT AND DON'T THINK THAT EVERYONE BESIDE YOU HAS TO FOLLOW WHATEVER YOU WANT.

Copy 1 sentence from my darlingg - GUYS ARE THE BEST ACTOR IN THE UNIVERSE!

PS: Guys, just say what you want from us and,

stop thinking that girls will understand you that well.

Not everyone wills give in that much of time and understand you.

meichyi~

2010-12-01

When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you til it seems you could not hold on a minute longer, never give up then for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn.”

Okay, blog.

School is going to reopen in 1 more month time, and I will have to face whether I'm going to ITE or sec5. There will be no more holidays if I'm going to sec5 next years, what a saddening news.

Today, went to BL and had my breakfast with daddy, saw a person using spoon as a knife to eat his breakfast. OMG, daddy was keep laughing until almost the people sitting next to us were all looking at us.

Oh hell, everyone around me is having problems. (Scary thing) and I was totally shocked when there's a primary school friend come and chatted with me last night, we were chatting about everything she's facing recently. Am I a person that gain trust easily from people? LOL, I wonder. Gonna be a best friend of her soon. 1 msg for her is to not to think much, the more you care, the more you will get disappointed. -quoted from a person that said it to me long ago.

Nothing much to blog anyway, not in the mood to do so. Arr, I'm stuck for no reason currently. And I don't know what happened to me that makes me feel such worried abt ____ NOTHING. -________-

MEICHYI~

love my crazy-mad mummy!

"Even though there was no colour I swear I saw some sparkle."

Wow, seriously I like mummy super much!! Hahahas, she bought me a new Carlo Rino bag (but still sharing with wenqi). LOL, I don't mind sharing but it cost $170. Crazy like hell, and she bought herself a $140 bag. She's crazy I know, but she always give surprise.

Wake up in the morning and had breakfast with daddy and wenqi be4 they go for work and lessons. Back home and rest and went to JP to meet my aunt with mummy and pool in the afternoon. tiring but still okay la. I earned a new bag. HOHOHO (seriously, i can't believe that mummy will buy for me).

Erm, nothing much to post, just a small little update. And, my sis wont come back for dinner today. T.T

meichyi~

I want my Iphone4 NOW!

“Spend eighty percent of your time focusing on the opportunities of tomorrow rather than the problems of yesterday.”

Nothing special happened for the past few days. My sis just bought a new Iphone 4 and wth daddy said I need to get 4 A's for my N's level to get an Iphone for me. Hey, please, is it fair? (Hate it that I don't even know how to reject it.)

Mummy is so cute recently, she will always buy me a LARGE honey black tea from KOI everyday. HAHHAS, cause she's addicted to it also.

Errrmmm, still got less than 20 days, N's level results will be coming out soon. I miss my darlingg alot. *oh hell, I know I'm random* She is having SPM currently and I don't wish to disturb her, but I got so many things to chat with her! She's the only person that I no need to care abt anything and just say what I wanna say. Ooops, am I trying to confess?? kay, never mind, she knows me well and she understand how much I love her. So just stop here.

PS: Be my only hero.♥

meichyi~

My hometown and Cameron Highland trip.

Oh hell, I used 2 hours to upload my pictures.

Okay, back to post. I went to Malaysia last Tuesday suddenly. And back to my hometown on the other day because one of my relatives wedding ceremony. So nothing happened on Tuesday, skip to Wednesday.

Wednesday, went back to my hometown at Ipoh, didn't stay at my grandma's place but stayed in my aunt's home. OMG, I bought this small little things, it's so fun. But in the end, I noticed I don't really know how to play, so just gave it to my cousin and play. HAHAHS. Show some photos.

The small little things.

My cousin thats so funny, but he's so shy. It's hard to take photo with him. So, able to take a picture with him be4 he went into the room.

Taking my photo while waiting for them to blow the bubbles for me to play.

LOL. My pretty little small cousin, which is the pro 1.

Hahahas, he's my HERO. Hhohoho. Special abilities.

Thursday, went to Perak dont know what mountain with mummy and my aunt. And my cousins when to cut their hair and reborn too, because we are going to the wedding ceremony tonight, so their need to be pretty pretty de. So after Perak, went back to the shop to find my cousins.

Get this from a fortune teller. That said it's for don't know what. Ermm, mummy get it for me, so just take it.

She finally reborn+ed her hair which she wanted since 1 year ago.

While waiting for others done with their hair, I pulled her along to take photos with me. HOHOHO.

Boring ppl like me keep taking photos and also to keep my blog's reader entertained.

After another cousin done with her reborn+ed hair, she joined.

LOL. All because of us, the shop closed.

LOL, he didn't noticed!!! YEAH!

LOL, cause mummy and my aunt wanna do treatment, so my uncle fetch me and my cousin back home to get already. LOL, sitting in the car was so boring, so I just take my camera and started to take photos..

Oopss, my phone's wallpaper. I like it so much, it's last year photo.

Oh. it's me!

HAHAHAS, see see, my cousin addicted in taking photo too.!!!

Same day, went to my relative house for buffet. And I noticed I got a new ability which is influences ppl around me to get addicted in what I like. Hhahahs, saw sticky in da house and my pretty little cousin got addicted to it. LOL. And we found a sofa, ermmm, not sofa, is a bear! It's so cute that it can change tha position !

Cute little bear!

LOL, skip Friday, cause it's a super duper boring day. And nothing much happened. So Saturday! Went to Cameron Highland! LOL, take picture on the way to the top of the mountain was the only entertainment that we had.

My uncle driving and my aunt sitting beside him.

Dearest mummy and I.

Turn my back, my twin cousin! And her pumpkin!

LOL, can you see my cousin's face?? Hhahas, her pumpkin dropped.

Halfway to the top of the mountain. Because my another aunt's mother vomit, so we stopped awhile.* my pretty cousin and I*

LOL, it's hard to take a photo with 4 ppl.

LOL, my another cousin and my uncle wanted to join, but this failed.

And yeah!! I did it!

Reached the top of the mountain, which is where our apartment was. We had our munch at a coffee shop that we found. Had a drink for my lunch. And off to carry our things up to the apartment.

My lunch!

I saw KFC opposite!

LOL, I can't stop taking photo.

I said he looks to handsome today, so at least must have 1 photo. So, da da!! But, he looks blur!

My cousins!

Oh helll, I like this shop so much cause they are selling chocolate!!!! OMG, I can't stop eating it and in de end I noticed I had finished almost 4 boxes of chocolate!

THE CHOCOLATE SHOP!

LOL, obvious, I will get a photo of the shop!

Hahahs, after our lunch and the buying of my chocolate, we carried our things to the apartment. But, my cousin can carry everything, so I do my part and take photos den. *LOL, so bad, but I really don't have anything to take.*

LOL. Able to get a photo of him carrying my bag and my mummy so called pillow==

Reached our apartments, the first thing I saw was this!!

It's the view from the living room.

And I take this in my room.

LOL, oopss! I can't stop taking pictures!!

So, while they are packing, my cousin invite me to joined their cards game!!

Hey, don't look at my cards!!

LOL,while waiting for my turn.

I captured my chocolate!

took this while everyone taking turns to take a shower. So, we go out of the apartment and take pictures.

Noticed what, my cousin is only 12 years old. AND SHE'S SAME HEIGHT AS ME!

Hahahs, he looks funny!

She looks pretty, isn't she?

Oh, I took this picture when we are in the pasar malam.

After the pasar malam, we went back to our Apartment and play cards again.

Sunday, Went to visit those farm in Cameron Highland.

Took this be4 we start our visitation.

MUMMY!!

The aunties!

LOL, and my cousin joined in too.

Walking to where, I can't rmb.

Took this in a garden.

This is the elderly.

Oh, the sister!

Oh, my mummy is bullying!

My mummy shouted " capture me", so ...

She's resting.

My aunt that sponsor EVERYTHING!

From the opposite road's view.

And hey, that's me!!

Have munch somewhere near the garden, and my lunch was this, Cemeron's Starbucks!!!

Hahahs, after all visits, we went back to my hometown. And it's around 8 pm. So everyone get prepared and slept. Nothing much happened on Sunday night and Monday morning cause we are on the way back to Puchong. Yum Cha with Adam and nothing much happened.

Went to IOI Redbox on Tuesday. Spent whole day in the box. Tiring day. Met ZiNing when she's working in IOI's Brands Outlet. So, go and buy something there and find her kay, she looks bored.

Went to basketball with Adam be4 I come back to Singapore on Wednesday. Okay, serious thing that I found out, Basketball is so violent, prefer captains ball, SERIOUSLY. -_______-. So sit there from 5.30 to 8.30. And get a fever back home. Reached Singapore at around 4 early in the morning, and HSH.

LOL, special thanks to AdamAng, that wasted time SMS-ing with me throughout the days.

Meichyi~