Wednesday, March 24, 2010

whoohuu

okay..school was normal today..

I'm busying thinking alot of things during this few days..wondering what going on around me..

but..i started to realised something..and i don't is it true or false..ya..i had been in Singapore for 1 year..totally 1 year..some one told me that i had changed alot within this year..and i don't know really wanna write it here anot..cause i think will hurt everyone..really..i doesn't changed alot..is just that i don't how to talk to you..i doesn't wanna hurt you cause i really dunno how to tell you my feeling directly to you..sometimes i dunno is it that you are not feeling well or you don't have de mood..wanted to tell you my feeling or what i know..but you show me a big moody face..words stop in my mouth and don't dare to tell you after that..wanted to play with you or tell you some jokes..but de same face looking at other place..know that it's not de best time to say..words stop in my mouth again..wanted to tell you something that i just know it..and wanted to tell you..you turn your face towards other ppl..in de end..i look like idiot..looking at you..fine..this few days..youtreat me like wth..playing with others happpily..im just like dog like that following you..im not really sad abt it now..cause at least i say it out what i feel..i dont wish to see your reply in fb or in your blog..cause i don't wan this to become something that will change our relation..just put it in your heart if you really care..and pls..I'm really work hard to think of your feeling before i say something out..so i wish you will think of mine too..just show me a smile that you are ready to listen to me..at least i can tell you my feeling..it really help me..just a smile..

meichyi~

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