i wanna update my blog..but i got nothing to write..everything goes wrong..and a duno what happened in my life..everyone faced prob..i duno why..isit everything in my life changed or others ppl changed..i got lot of friends started to cry because of prob happened beside them..aishah..dun cry in front of me again anymore kay..i duno what can i do to let you stop crying..
lesson was like normal today..everything like normal..but somethings was weird..ya..is my feeling..i duno how to faced my friend..or i started to close up myself in front of others..i chat with my m'sia friends and i decided to write in my blog..
i know you are saying abt me..it is vvv obvious when you said it after school..but i really duno what can i do to changed back myself..ya..i know friendship is important to you..but now im facing not only friendship prob..i know you care abt aishah and carrie's thing..cause it related to you or you know how to handle it..but now..de main prob that really irritated me is my family's prob..i wanted to tell you..but you replied me those silly answer..it hurt me when you said it out..it show that you dun really care..so i dun even bother to continue or ask you again what should i do..okay..i know you didnt met this kind of prob..so fine..i doesnt wanna changed my attitude or what..but i really had a lot of prob surrounded me..and i really duno how to do..i wish to be de 1 that had no prob facing just like last year..but alot of things also changed..and i cant even manage it..i dun wanna loss a friend too..
everyone will grow..when you reached an age..you will noticed how childish or innocent you had been..but sometimes..i really wish that im really that innocent so that i no need to care so many things..but now..i cant..so i try to be more mature..at least i can solve my prob soon..you get what i wanna say..i really dun really mean to change myself..no one will changed themselves to a person that no one like..
meichyi~
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