i used to it alr

hang out with crystal today..what a bad day..

i duno what i can write..

"..."=this is what happened..

i wanna figure it out..but you told me that u have no mood..what happen??so you think that I'm your fren for 1 year is just standing beside you??i know what you are thinking sometimes..i know when you are angry..when you are happy..you give attitude..so you think that 1 "anything."can let me stop thinking isit???

you hurt me..really..you didn't scold..but you really didn't use this kind of attitude talk to me be4..so is it called angry??you should know what..things actually can be vvv easy..but you make me think until vvv complicated..i just wanna let someone feel more btr..but it looks like i makes thing worst..

i try to explain..you throw diff kind of bad words to me..i treat you as my best fren..nobody duno abt it..but why you can scold me like shit in front of others ppl..what you actually treat me as??i started to wonder now..friends??or what??i dun even know actually frens can be used like this..

i dun wanna make things worst..but it look like you wan too..i try to dun think abt it..but i cant..we decide to have a surprise..den what are all this thing abt??it is a surprise for me or other person??trying not to cry in front of others..but how you wan me to tahan when you treat me like this..

i wanna know what kind of person i had changed to..last time i wont be like this..but now???i changed alot..i know??but im still a person..im a human..you can hate c for lying to you..u hate lies..i know..de whole world have s o many lies..you cant hate everyone right??

okay..i hate her be4..but i know she didnt lied this time round..you told me that she is lying..i started to think..because of ur sentence..den now..i know..im jus beside her..i saw everything..den you told me that im standing at her side??what happened??i know..but i cant do anything what..

1 case by 1 case..at least i know this time is not her prob..

i know you will angry abt it.. but i hurt

you have frens to chat with you..telling you that you are right..but what abt me??nobody know what going on??wasted all my time..spending at de wrong person..this is what i know now.

不能再回头的爱情，不能再关心的朋友，我还有什么？

meichyi~