2010- Seriously tired year.

Even teddy bears know how to care for girls.

Hey, it's the last day of 2010 finally! But it doesn't makes me feel good and look forward for 2011. T.T what a saddening one.

Gonna do some summary of my 2010 *obvious if I still rmb it, Haiii, due to getting old*

Erm, from what I still rmb, January is like vvv normal. Nothing special, was vv close to all my friends. Till Feb, is like starting to quarrel with some of my friends. And obvious everything was settled now. March was the same, boring ppl like me wont have any special things to do. Erm, so everything is like so smooth and normal until June!! My sister came to Singapore and stay with me, gonna share everything with her err and started to quarrel easily. Sob* bullying happened. July my Birthday was a normal 1. Aiyar, everything is normal. =.= But something just changed during August. Erm, not going to say much of it. But it's a scary one. OMG. And N's started, results was out in December. Going for sec5 next year. Holiday in Malaysia, everything was fine! So ended! See!! Conclusion is that everything was normal, I dont find a point of me to write this. LOL, but seriously, I learnt alot this year and going. I learnt to care for others! Yupps, it's like something that I had been doing for years. But silly Adam wants me to learn how to comfort ppl. Seriously I'm sucks in it! ROAR. Just try den. And yea, btw thanks Adam for dedicating a blog post for me. XD loves.

PS: "It’s cold.

And nothing that hangs in my closet is as warm as arms being wrapped around me."

Meichyi~

just a small update.

The Dolomites, Italy

If a guy treats you as his friend then he gives you a hi 5. If you are his bestfriend, he puts his arm around your back. If you're his crush, he hugs you. But if he loves you, he does all of this things and kisses you :)

Hello, blog readers! I'm back to update this small little blog again, HOHOHO. Recently are more interested in using my Sercetdiary, it's a iPhone application that support you in writing things that happened in your iPhone immediately, so I no need to rmb what I have to post tonight. LOL, admit that I'm just a lazy pig. *shy. But the application is seriously nice cause it's also a protected diary, you'll need a password to get into it and it don't have any words limit, so just fill-it-up with everything that happened. Oops, don't try to get into it, cause I'm not going to say the passwords!!! HOHOHO.

LOL, I feel so useless. Every time when i look at our picture, it reminds me of the spaces between our fingers that fit perfectly for each other. It reminds me of how cute you are when you laugh. It reminds me of how i still love you no matter how silly you are. It reminds me of the first time when you kissed my forehead and say " things gonna be just fine". And you know what? I love you so much.

Seriously, I need someone to rely on. So that to make sure I wont jump into the same person over and over again. I just cannot get over you, WTF. My heart just hurts. I'm actually letting you go. You can only push a girl away for so long until she walks out of your life on her own. So be careful and make sure this is what you want, because once she turns around, she isn’t coming back.

PS: It doesn't matter if the guy is perfect or the girl is perfect as long as THEY are PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER :)

Meichyi~

the love towards you will never ends.

Golden Horn — Bol, Island Brač, Croatia

"CLOSENESS is the tendency that we fall in love to SOMEBODY..
This was based on reality that even FRIENDS turn to LOVERS
UNEXPECTEDLY ♥ "

Hey yo! Not going to post anything about my sister Birthday, cause you know la, a 20 years old girl, wont celebrate birthday with family. HOHOHO, just a normal lunch and had fun all around Vivo again yesterday. Btw HappyBirthday la!

School gonna reopen liao, like seriously fast wei! I wanna have my holidays back la. Changed principal liao, everything changed. Late day will be at Monday, Rev-up at Wednesday. 5B next year. But I love the letter C. Haiii.

Erm, actually nothing special to post de, lots to say but nothing to post about, weird? yea! I'm always~ HAHAHS.

PS: It's easy to fall in love but it's not easy to fall out of love.

PPS: Oh, God.
Why did you have to make this so complicated?

Meichyi~

Outing with Vickey and friends!

Ljubojno, Macedonia

"True Love burns the brightest, But the brightest flames leave the deepest scars."

Hello, people of the world, I'm back to post in a super good normal mood liao, thanks all my dearest friends that really help alot! Love never ends. Hahahaha, Okay, back to post!

Hahhas, gonna dedicate a post for her lo. Erm, not dedicate but is gonna post what I did with her whole day! Hahahas, know her since form 1, a super pretty friend of mine that once my bestfriend, friend, hello-bye friend, enemy, and now! She's back to my bestfriend again. Haiyo, know la, every kids will have such funny memories of disliking your friend, but once you grow up, you will realized she's the 1 that helps you in learning to be a better person. DATA~ My bestfriend - VickeyChen!

LOL, wake up super early to get ready and meet her at Vivo. But before that, I went Clementi to buy her KOI. LOL, super weida, I went there queue by my own eh, and continue the journey to Vivo and met her and 1 of her friend that follow her to Singapore too. Hahahas.

Oops, just a photo before I went out this morning.

Went to Clarke Quey and get her sticky, LOL. bought standard card for them Hahahas, is like long time didnt touch on it liao, totally forgot how to use. LOL. We are like tourists! LOL, took some pictures but all was is her DSLR not with me T.T

So, show 1 LOL.



Sticky-making. So cool!


LOL, I saw mirror!


OMG, those sticky are all lying there addicted sia!!


And she bought super many for her friends.

Back to Vivo for lunch. So in the end, after discussion went to The Bosses, LOL!



THE SUPER HEAVY MENU!

HOHOHO, okay. Seriously I look super ugly beside her T.T

After the lunch, we went shopping around, bought everything that they wanna buy and wait for their bus back to KL, LOL. Super tired but I met them, makes me feel better and LOL, FUN! After that HSH.

So, after a day of fun, I realized okay that's rude but what I wanna say is that "The one who wants me, I doesn't want. The one who I want, doesn't want me. " Haiiii. And people say, "A picture is worth a thousand words." But when I saw yours, I was speechless.

PS: Hates when you love someone so much but they don't even notice you do.
PPS: Love is the reason why you got that smile on your face,

but there is no guarantee that it won't come with tears.

Meichyi~

Merry Christmas!

Munich street, Germany.

Some people are meant to fall in love with each other but not meant to be together :(

Okay, I'm back from Malaysia. So many things happened that I really feel like posting but I don't wanna let anyone to know about it. Hell, what happened to me? But seriously it's meaningless to write things that you really wanna write down but you cannot let anyone to know. Argh, seriously sick of you WTF. Damn secret! I'm going to write it out today !?!

Sometimes, you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile, you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours. Seriously, I hate to say so, but it's the fact! In every girl who looks so happy with all those smiles and laughter, there's this guy who made her so good in pretending. I had been like smiling for so many days, weeks, months and whatever! What a awesome guy that makes me feel like this. SIAO. So, stop asking who's that guy, cause if you know me well, you should know it. If not, den just don't ask!

Since AUGUST! August till now, end of December! Smiling but close to tears is always what I'd felt. Tired but what can I do? I assume that it's just what you have been doing for years, so you were used to it, but I'm not. People always tell me the different things and made me think that there's something wrong between us! And not only me, everyone feels the same too. But one day, noticed actually there's just a big, nope a huge river between us, everything changed! Changed to something that I don't wanna be. Yea, we're back to normal, friends or even just a hello-bye friend. That's seriously sucks. It's exactly the same as what people always say, the feelings of being fall from the heaven to hell. ARGHHHH!

It's Christmas night, and I'm writing such post. Sorry about it, due to going back to Malaysia, it'd delayed to date for me to post it. So I have to post it with my Christmas post! So MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE OF THE WORLD! I'd spent my Christmas eve well I think. But at least I get to drink? Something that I cannot do in Singapore with my family members. Thanks Adam for it.

Holidays is normal, met my darlingg mun a night that actually I almost told her everything that I had been thinking of, she helps alot seriously what great bestfriend. And she did well. I'd released almost all of my stress-ness and get back to what I'm exactly right after I saw her that night. Calling make sense, but looking at her makes me feel that I can be such a good friend of someone too, gonna work hard for it.

Nothing special to post about actually, I don't wanna say much. Enjoy, merry Christmas again.

PS: I ♥ my fake smile. But it's tiring to do so.

PPS: I love you and I will never let you go.
words I that I still want to hear from him…

Meichyi~