blog updated

ok..finally blog updated..everyone started so scold me due to my blog had died for long period of time..

ok..actually lot of things i wanna share today..but i dunno it's good or i can finish it by 1 post..hahas

school was like normal for de past few days..everyone was good and wanli treat me btr den last time..is it means that everything settle??hahas..i also dunno..but everyone will change..i only hope that i still can maintain de normal 1 and everyone will like it..i didn't went to school today..due to im sick again..went to look for de doctor at je..actually i hope to take a full body check up..but daddy look like too busy and grandma was following..so...like that lohh..

mye is coming..i haven even start revising any subjects..cause i think I'm giving up for my n-level..really..i know where is my level at and i know i dun think i can make it for my English..so i think it's btr for me to go ite and not stress myself in wwss..i still can learn lot of others things in ite...is just wasting time..


ok..de most irritating prob meet now is my family prob..daddy and mummy has serious prob and i dunno what i can do..pissed off with it..ok..speechless..i dunno what i can say to this family anymore..i hate everything beside me that make me felt annoyed..

had to stay back after school for rehearsal of awards day this sat..have to take my "best in Chinese" awards..so had to stay back..wish me good luck and everything will be okay cause i dun have any friend beside me and i dunno can i make it by myself..so be brave!!

my sis is coming out in June..i think it's ok for her to study in SIM so wish her good luck lohh..she is always btr then me in studying..

ARGH!!!!i really hate myself..why should i place myself in this condition????Can i just walk away???

there are too many things that i have to handle it.everyone can lives in a happy world and hope for a btr one on de next day.but mine is always getting worst and even worst de next day..god is unfair to me!

meichyi~